|You Are A Weeping Willow Tree|
Restless and capricious, you love to travel to exotic places.
You are easily influenced by others, as long as they don't pressure you.
You tend to suffer in love until you find that one loyal, steadfast partner.
An empathetic friend, you love to make others smile and laugh.
I know I like it here! I really do. I feel safe, my kids are happy, and the job market is better here than in Florida. But I miss going out with my friends, sisters or mother. I need someone that I can talk to when I am stressed and if I try to talk to the hubby he right away thinks I am miserable here and says that moving was a big mistake and that I blame him for it. I do not believe the move was a mistake. I think there is a reason we moved here and it will be better for us. I just need to vent sometimes. I need to have someone to go to like I used to in Florida. God I pray that I at least find one good friend here. I need it.
- Current Location:Dining Room/Office
- Current Mood: sad
- Current Music:nothing...just silence
- Current Location:The Alien's dining area
- Current Mood: creative
- Current Music:Male species battaling over video game
- Current Location:Dining room
- Current Mood: excited
- Current Music:"I touched his butt" playing over in my head
Whites (Motive: Peace)
Whites are motivated by Peace. They seek independence and require kindness. They resist confrontation at all costs. To them, feeling good is more important than being good. They are typically quiet by nature, process things very deeply and objectively with great clarity. Of all the colors, whites are the best listeners. They respect people who are direct but recoil from perceived hostility or verbal battle.
Whites need their "alone time" and refuse to be controlled by others. whites want to do things their own way and in their own time. They ask little of others and resent others demanding much of them. whites are much stronger than people think, but are not often seen for their strength because they don't easily reveal their feelings. whites are even-tempered, diplomatic, and the voice of reason; but can also be indecisive, unexpressive, and silently stubborn. When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept and support their individuality, and look for non-verbal clues to understand their feelings.
That is so me!!!!!! This personality test can be confusing when you have to pick an answer and more than one is like you or none seem to match you but it hit the mark with its answer.
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- Current Location:Dining room
- Current Mood: exhausted
- Current Music:Minnie cracking up on LJ
Than to top it all off my husband acts like he is the only one suffering with this move. I am miserable too. I can't stand to have to depend on someone else like I have to right now with my family. I can't stand having to come back with my tail between my legs feeling like the biggest failure because this damn economy is kicking us in the ass. But instead of supporting one another we seem to be at each other's throats and I can't take it. I want my life back.
I can't believe I am going to say this but I am so excited to move to Texas. I know I will get homesick, lonely and things might be hard at first but I need to be independent. I need to prove that I can handle it. The area we are moving to is a small town and I can not wait to have a small town life. I am so over the "city" life. Where we were living even though I loved the fact I was independent at my house the area was not good. We had two homicide's on our street alone within the last year, drug selling, I believe one of the neighbors was responsible for the death of my beloved boxer and a fire was set behind the house (geez it is a wonder why the hell I loved the house...LOL). I could not allow my kids out to play 80% of the time and I can not wait for a safe area where my kids will grow up right. I homeschool the kids and in Texas it is better to homeschool and the opportunities my family can have over there are better than here. My husband finally can be with family, my kids education will excel because the universities in Texas accept homeschool children where in Florida they can only get into one and, I know I will be happier raising my kids in a better environment for them.
- Current Location:My new bedroom: Mom's living room
- Current Mood: sad
- Current Music:Reflection from Mulan
So I hope everyone gets what they truly wish for in their hearts. Enjoy the time with love ones. And don't forget to spread a little joy and happiness to everyone you come in contact with.
HAVE YOURSELF A MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS!!
- Current Location:My homeschool area
- Current Mood: happy
- Current Music:The Kids playing hide and go seek
- Current Location:Living Room
- Current Music:Kids playing all over the place
Macho: you were the best dog ever, you were loved immensely, you will always be in our hearts. Rest In Peace my sweet doggy angel. Love, Mommy!!!
- Current Location:Minnie's House
- Current Mood: sad
- Current Music:sounds everywhere
I just wanted to enjoy my birthday. I had told my husband that all I wanted was to celebrate it and told him months ago! He made the plans one week in advance, didn't have money for the party so he was going to cancel it, and when I get there (late because the best friend I was with didn't want to show up on time to make my other best friend have to wait 2 hours on me getting there) my father had to leave. I only said hi and bye to him. Everyone was just doing there own thing and not that I wanted to be selfish but I just wanted one day when the actual focus was on me. I celebrate mother's day and do so with my mother and sister. I celebrate my anniversary (once in a blue moon) and it is about my husband and me. I never have anything that is just me. I thought I could be like the queen for the day and instead I was more in the background. And than to top it all off! My best friend, the first one I talked about, has a very sexy nature to her. My husband barely said two words to me during my "party" yet when she would read her cards when we were playing a board game he would go out of his way to point out how sexy she sounded. Hell he even recorded her voice on his cell!! I told him how hurt I felt about that and he said "Geez it was a joke. Anthony was doing it too". He just can't understand that I for once wanted to be the one he, if no one else did, to focus on me. I didn't get a gift from him, a card, hell even a homemade card would have been nice. All I got was a so called party where it felt more like a usual Sunday afternoon at my mom's house and not to be with him at all (he never even sat next to me), he made no real comment about my new clothes, and he went out of his way to point out how sexy my best friend sounded.
I hated this birthday. I have hated each birthday since I can not even remember. I think from now on I will erase September 9th from my life.
- Current Location:My desk
- Current Mood: depressed
- Current Music:The Speed Channel that my husband left on